Fusion Bettas

2006-05-19T15:42:00.000+08:00

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,

He said...no.

She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he saidno.

She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry,and once again hereplied with a no.

She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming downherface the! boy gra bbed her arm and said....

You're not pretty you're beautiful.

I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with youforever.

And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...

SO NOW I WILL SAY:

I like you because of who you are to me....A true friend

and if I don't get this back I'll take the hint.

Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you.

Something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 PM tomorrow.

It could be anywhere -- AOL, Yahoo, outside of school, anywhere.

Get ready for the biggestBLESSINGofyour life.

Please send to 15 people in 15 minutes.

Remember:

"A good friend will come bail you out of jail...

But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying ...

WE screwed up!"

Proud to be your Friend!

Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence,and don't skipahead.

I've learned....That life is like a roll of toilet paper.

The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.

I've learned....That we should be glad God doesn't give us

everything we ask for

I've learned....That money doesn't buy class.

I've learned...That it's those small daily happenings

that make life so spectacular.

I've learned...That under everyone's hard shell

is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.

I've learned....That the Lord didn't do it all in one day.

What makes me think I can?

I've learned....That to ignore the facts does not change thefacts.

I've learned.

I've learned....That the less time I have to work,

the more things I get done.

To all of you ... Make sure you read all the way down to the lastsentence.

It's National Friendship Week.

Show your friends how much you care.

Send this to everyone you consider a FRIEND, even if it means

sending it back to the person who sent it to you.

If it comes back to you, then you'll know

you have a circle of friends.

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP WEEK TO YOU!!!!!!

YOU ARE MY FRIEND AND I am honored

--
jacjac

10 random facts

2006-05-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

Ok, its been a longggggggg time since I posted something here. It seems to have grown some spiderwebs and stuff. Anyway just for fun, demand by Shuyun.

"Rules of the game: post 10 weird and random facts about yourself, then at the end list 5 people who are next in line to do this. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read yours."

1) I'm the eldest Grandson in my direct family (Dad's side). Also eldest among all the Grandchildren in my mum's side.

2) I'm like the Youngest in class?

3) Don't think many of you know. I'm not a cradle Catholic as most Catholics are. I got into it 2 years back and got Baptised just 1 month ago. And I'm the only Catholic in the family. (wait, do you guys know that I'm a Catholic in the first place?)

4) Despite my O level results, I wanted to do Molecular Biology in NYP. But I'm glad I didn't take it hehehe

5) I ever took piano lessons before. I stopped eventually when I was primary 3. I learnt a few songs but all I remember now is Mary Had a Little Lamb =P

6) I was one of the top students in Primary Sch for english and chinese. Well, in sec sch, my chinese was one of the not bad ones but english considered half bucket. When I'm in ITE, my chinese is the worst and my english the best

7) The last 2 fingers of my left hand was almost severed into 2 pieces before. It was hanging. Got slammed by door when I was a kid. Stitched it back by some specialist whom I dont know who and I dont need to know who. Amazingly, so much blood was lost, and it seem so pain, but all my teachers say I didnt cry.

8) I have a weird taste and view on girls. They vary, alot.

9) I don't look like I'm the type that I would listen to rock. Well, I like rock, my 1st choice genre of music =D

10) I like the night view of esplanade. I like going esplanade at night. Cool, free feeling. Although noisy but it seemed to get me away from everything. Oh yes did I mention I like to walk in the rain also?

Now to tag people. Well,
1) Bei Xuan?
2) Francine?
3) Zhaoming?
4) ...
5) ...

ok i have no friends =P

Chinese New Year

2006-01-30T00:44:00.000+08:00

its been soooooooo long.... Another chinese new year, and I'm still damn troubled by it...

New Year's Eve

2005-12-31T13:44:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, its been like 2 whole months since I made an entry here? Since its New Year's Eve, I'll make an entry here because its kinda special.

Ok, sum of this year's events. First half of the year was a good one, seriously. First it was my sort of first ever working experience at InCalls Systems. Learnt how to talk to strangers better, and learnt how to sleep during work =P.
Secondly, collection of O Level Results. Kinda disappointed with my maths. Although its like I knew it was coming, but I guess theres still an element of disappointment. But theres still an A2 for Humanites that saved some face haha.
Thirdly, its the IBC Area 6 Judging Course. After 4 days of training, finally awarded the IBC Certified Judges Certificate along with 21 other Judges in Area 6 (which includes whole of South Asia and Australasia). With this cert, we're certified to judge any show/competition that is IBC sanctioned in Area 6. Kinda great achievement for me.
Fourth, its the AQUARAMA 05. Submitted total of 12 entries and won 1 Gold, 1 Silver and 2 Bronze in the various categories. I guess its quite a great achievement for me, a recognition for my ability to choose fishes.
Fifth, its the Bettabite Plakat and Crowntail competition. It was a great success especially for Bettabite. I was one of the judges for all Crowntail categories and thats the first time I actually judged a show. And FusionBettas (Scott and Me) won the Grand Champion for all Plakats category with a Turquoise HMPK and thats the first time I actually won something like a Grand Champion. The closest I got to was Reserve Grand Champion.

Here comes the second half of the year. Not really a good one. Enrolled into ITE, followed by a series of heart breaking events which I wouldn't want to mention about. But I guess those who know me should roughly know what had happen. And I'm still pretty bothered by it.
I joined the RCIY (Rite of the Catholic Initiation of Youth - issit like that?), and my relationship with God grew much closer. I really thank God for bringing me to this group, and helping me to grow spiritually. Got to know many more new friends in the group, and even some very close friends.

Overall, this year has been quite fruitful, especially with God's guidance. I made many new friends, and brought old friendships much closer together, especially with some that I haven't really talked to for years. I've learnt that caring does not equate to feelings, and I learnt it hard. I learnt how to handle different types of people, different types of characters. I learnt that its hard to let go certain things, but many a times we choose not to although we hang those words by our mouths all the time. I learnt how to talk and do things with confidence. I learnt how to manage money more effectively. I learnt so many things as I grow 1 year older this year.

There isn't really much to say, just let God decide and do everything while I will live by His words. I really thank God for everything, everybody He has given me, and I pray that the following year will be as fruitful as this year.

Here's aims for next half a year
-Score at least 3.0 for my GPA during March Exams.
-Spawn good Melanos
-Maintain old friendships
-Continue what I am to my close friends
-Continue being a spastic boy?
-Follow closely with God =)

Emptiness

2005-10-31T18:03:00.000+08:00

I feel a sense of emptiness today. Why? Because its my birthday :)

Something I heard today......

2005-10-29T19:12:00.000+08:00

Well, theres this uniform group. They're having their Promotion Ceremony on this particular day. One of the cadet, has a very sick father at hospital. But he came, showing his great interest in his CCA. His commitment paid him off with a promotion from Private to Lance Corporal. But at this point of time, he received a call, his father had just passed away at the hospital. He didn't get to see his father the last time. This came very unexpectedly. I cannot imagine how much pain he goes through. But to date he still comes for the CCA, showing great commitment and interest. I cannot understand how much he emotional injury he had.

BTW its a TRUE story, not any story me or my friend made up

Song

2005-10-26T09:43:00.000+08:00

Finally changed the song. Realised that the chinese song wasn't really appropiate. Now this is better haha, suits me at least.

Am so glad...

2005-10-24T19:53:00.000+08:00

Exams are over. Past it with a breeze. Kinda easy. Maybe because I really studied hard for it? Felt kinda confident. Should manage a good pass. Am so glad that God gave me the ability to answer every question to the best of my abilities. Really thank God for that.
Well, since exams are over, my emotional injuries should be over together with it? Start all over again although theres many scars that remind me of the past. Will try. Quit every bad stuff and leave them back. Yes I should do that. Public enemy huh? Well, seriously theres nothing I can do to change people's impression of me. Well, I shouldn't do anything. I'm happy with what I am. Who cares about those who don't try to understand how I think? Its always me trying to understand how people around me think. I've been to a nice guy? Should I stop being it? Maybe I should and save myself some trouble.

Will these questions ever be answered?

2005-10-07T23:57:00.000+08:00

Do I need to stop?
Shall I continue the old ways?
Will I never be?
Was I never meant to be that person?
Is it fate that I should be the person i never thought i would?
Am I even suppose to be the person I am now?
Do people even APPRECIATE my existance???
Is there even anyone who knows me?

Perhaps its an obstacle I'm fated to go through. Is it a little unfair? I don't know. I'm just being subjected to so much stuff. I'm tired, fatigued. I have no more strength to carry on. I feel like just shutting off, forgetting everything. Not a single thing left. But that would mean running away from the multiple problems I have. As wad Bei Xuan said, "Its our emotions n feelings dat determines everything else. Yet when this gets into us, we become very upset and think otherwise. and we don't feel good about ourselves. Ultimately, when your hopes gets higher, the greater your disappointments."

No one will ever know me, will it? Just no one appreciates my existance.

Listening: The Potter's Hand

Beautiful Lord
wonderful Savior
I know for sure all of my days are
Held in Your hand
Crafted into Your perfect plan
You gently call me into Your presence
Guiding me by Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord
To live all of my life through Your eyes

I'm captured by Your holy calling
Set me apart I know You're drawing me to Yourself
Lead me Lord I pray

Take me mold me
Use me fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hand
Call my guide me
Lead me
Walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand

Some thoughts

2005-08-31T19:22:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, well, been thinking a lot pass few days. So many things on my mind. So many things waiting for me to settle. School, work, fishes, friends etc. But its still ok. Main thing is still that one that is still on my mind.
I want to sort of dist myself away but it seems hard. Now i've already started not to spend so much time already but it still seems the same. I think i should just dist further. I'll just be the one to wipe away the tears of hers if she ever cries, be the shoulder she needs to lie on if she ever gets sad.
Now I'm already advicing her on things i shouldn't. But its just me. Seems pretty hard to stop. Even though the thought has slowly faded away, but the feeling is still present, very strongly infact. Hmmm, sometimes i just feel that i've not found any direction at all. I should just go back to what i use to be? Not sure if i would feel better or not but at least it would be more diff to my schmates.
Dear Father in Heaven, any directions for me?

Thank God

2005-08-28T21:20:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i'm too blind to see things beyond. I even questioned God. But I thank God for bringing Xuan to me, she helped me wipe my vision clear and made me clear of what and how should i walk the next step. Thanks sis, luv ya :)

2005-06-29T12:02:00.000+08:00

back!
Hmmm, has been a longggggggggg time since i updated. Hmmm lets see what have i been to these months.

Well, i'm beginning to be a little more active in CTK-RCIY. I think thats good isn't it? Hahaha, there are times where i really didn't want to go but there this force, this special voice that tells me or make me go somehow. I guess thats how amazing our wonderful God is. Praise the Lord! Heh, went for RCIY camp yea and had a bad fall lol....

School started. ITE College East doing Biochemical. My modules are boring. I slept in almost every lecture. Thats bad isnt it. I'm aiming for a place in Molecular Biology after i graduate. Really need to study and focus.

Oh yes, Aquarama. I came in 1st in C2, 2nd in F2 and C4, 3rd in C3. I'm very happy with it. And for Bettabite Plakat and Crowntail Competition I won the GRAND CHAMP for plakats! Hahaha really can't believe it.

I think there's nothing more to say. Just changed the song. Hope you enjoy. Cheers, Lyon

Pissed

2005-05-05T12:34:00.000+08:00

KNN some fat ah beng sell digicam trying to scare me using UNCLE this word. I may be young but I'm no push over. FARK YOU FAT AH BENG SELLING DIGICAM

Watch out!

2005-05-02T17:25:00.000+08:00

I don't like to be manipulated by others, i don't like to be threatened by others. So either understand me or fark off understand?

God's plan

2005-04-20T04:11:00.000+08:00

I've never thought that I would fall into such a state. Perhaps its God's plan for me. Perhaps He has planned a path through this avenue. I'm devastated, but accept my fate God has set for me. Because I know, the Lord is my keeper, the light that leads me.

Listen to the song

2005-04-09T15:40:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, i heard this song way before it came out in the stores. Heard it when i had dengue fever, during my stay in hospital. Hmmmm, i really like this song. Real nice. Or maybe like what Xin Hui say, I like this kind of sweet songs. I don't know. But I'm still thinking of you.
You.

Uh huh...

2005-04-08T14:25:00.000+08:00

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I won't let another minute go to waste
and so on....... from song la, not me :P

You Are My Destiny

2005-04-08T13:34:00.000+08:00

That's the song. Actually i wanted the song from Paul Anka. But then i downloaded this by mistake. And realised that its real nice. But the lyrics erm, opposite of what i feel haha. Yea, You are not my destiny.

Ypertite

2005-04-08T13:30:00.000+08:00

Its just a Ypertite attack. Choking my lungs, irritation to eyes and respitory system. But all goes up to my mind. Yes, Ypertite attack to my heart and mind. Irritating. Always on my mind. Stupid stuff. Ypertite

ill ill ill ill ill

2005-04-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

Coughing like a geese these few days. Want to yawn also kena the throat itch, want to cough. Feeling feverish also. Must be slack too much at home...

Let us all pray for Pope John Paul II

2005-04-01T18:45:00.000+08:00

Please pray along with everybody around the World for our Pope.
http://ycvf.org/news_articles.php?id=279#bookmark

Problems......ZzZz

2005-03-28T14:47:00.000+08:00

They just come and go, but some stayed in and wreck havoc. Haha, not feeling pretty well now... I'm really tired, fatigue crashing in.
Lord, please let me rest in Your Holiness. Please guide me in whatever decisions i make.

Its Your Love

2005-03-25T13:47:00.000+08:00

Artist: Tim McGraw
Album: Everywhere
Title: It's Your Love

Dancin' in the dark, middle of the night
Takin' your heart and holdin' it tight
Emotional touch, touchin' my skin
And asking you to do what you've been doin' all over again
Oh it's a beautiful thing, don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know what it is that won't let me go
It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh it's your love

Better than I was, more than I am
And all of this happened by taking your hand
And who I am now is who I wanted to be
And now that we're together
I'm stronger than ever I'm happy and free

Oh it's a beautiful thing,
Don't think I can keep it all in
If you asked me why I've changed
All I gotta do is say your sweet name
It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enoughAnd if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh, it's your love
Baby, Oh oh, oh
Oh it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you konw what it is that won't let me go
It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enoughAnd if you wonder
About the spell I'm under,
Oh it's your love
It's your love......

Oh yes!

2005-03-14T21:08:00.000+08:00

I'm cleared. My mind is cleared and I'm aware of what i should do next.

Thank God for directing me...

diao~

2005-03-13T15:57:00.000+08:00

Am I sure of my feelings? Or am I just having a small crush? I'm not very sure though. Hmmmm......

I need my pay fast. I want a cue stick damnit

What is your Seduction style?

2005-03-12T21:39:00.000+08:00

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Hmmmm, why?

2005-03-11T21:28:00.000+08:00

why eh? Why do I have such feelings? I can't believe that this kinda thing is happening. Hmmm...
Dear Lord, please give me the answer to my question, plan my way ahead, my life is in Your hands......

Damnit, i got a job

2005-03-05T15:15:00.000+08:00

Damnit, my job is sooooooo boring. I almost fell asleep on the first day! All I need to do is to call people up and confirm their attendance for this event. I'm suppose to call customers in Malaysia. ZZZ, only got 23 out of 132 customers to go. Alot of them didn't pick up the phone and all that. zzz. But the money is good la. $7 per hr. I see can tahan 2 weeks or not. 2 weeks is enough man

O levels

2005-03-01T11:45:00.000+08:00

damnit, i failed maths. Haha. D7. Expected la. But lucky my science pass. And i saved some face back by having an A2 for humanities.

English - B4
Combined humanities - A2
Maths - D7
Combined Sci - C6
DnT - C6
Chinese - B4
Chinese oral - merit

So Sad

2005-02-22T14:01:00.000+08:00

So sad, i have to give my Pearl White Hamster away. Because the Fat Boy go ride hr and my mum will kill me if they have babies.

zzzzz

2005-02-21T12:20:00.000+08:00

Damn, after last night's fun i had a suffering night of sleep and today too. Must be the Bomb Prata exploding in my stomach. arghhh....

So sad

2005-02-18T01:05:00.000+08:00

So many things on my mind. Barely surviving now... Need a time out

What age do you act?

2005-02-04T19:46:00.000+08:00

You Are 18 Years Old

18

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Politically Betta

2005-02-04T12:02:00.000+08:00

Why when we are in a team, we cannot make friends and talk with people from other team? Why is it when we are in a team, we cannot have business dealings with people from other teams? What kind of mentality is this? My view of a team is that when there are competitions, we stick together and win the competition as a team. A team to me is also some group of people who breeds fish and share fishes to achieve each other's goals. But our team is becoming more like a syndicate. Its like we are suppose to breed what we are told to now. Which i think its damn stupid. I understand that this is done so that our team can cover all the colors and tail types but...
And my team members are WATCHING me!?!??! Just because I appear too friendly or have business dealings with members of other teams? What is this? I don't think I should take part in the team's events too much. I'll just keep a low profile from now. My spawns and fishes I bring in will not be known to people unless they come my house and see.
And yes, I'm PISSED and very SAD bout this

2/2/05

2005-02-03T08:46:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmm, went to play Pool in Pot black today... Woot! Good cue, nice table, cool ambience... And today I don't understand why Julian played so WELL. Out of 6-7 games he only won one and he is suppose to be better then me.... NO FORM RITE?!?!?!

And we walked in Toy R Us, looking for Sea Monkey set after some games. Damn, they package it till so nice and sell it for $60!?!?!?! I could just get those BBS eggs and and make a hatchery for less then $20!?!?! All these companies cheating kids money... erm, well, if the parents are stupid enough to buy though.

Tomorrow have to send fish to Thailand. Again, $25 gone for shipping. But all these exhange for a pair of my fav color fish, Grey Platinum pair! Damn, it cost over $100 though... They'd better breed...

Chew Shit Fun

2005-02-01T14:09:00.000+08:00

Damn... I cant stop laughing... hahahha
Visit this http://www.chewshitfun.com/ and you'll know why
Its really her name

MY stupid face

2005-02-01T05:47:00.000+08:00

Alright, that barber spoiled my long hair. Now its short.
Click on the link that says my stupid face up there

Death Test

2005-01-29T18:03:00.000+08:00

Here's the result of Death Test by 2 different websites
www.thespark.com
Mark your calendar or Palm V. You can expect to die on:Monday, February 1st 2055
At the tender age of 66 years old.
On that date, you will most likely die from:
Alcoholism (7%)
Alien Abduction (5%)
Drowning (4%)
Homicide (2%)

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www.okcupid.com/death
According to our research, you'll be dead by
January 2058 at age 70
probable cause -
cancer

AVERAGE MALE LIFE SPAN:
72.5 years
As you can plainly see, you have no more health & vitality than the average man.

WHY YOU DIE?
56% cancer
24% car accident
13% loneliness
5% drowning of the lungs
2% wounds

You have 19376.5 days left on this earth.
You've already lived 25% of your life.

Politics test

2005-01-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

Damn, I thought i was a Socialist but I'm best described as a Totalitarian!!!
You are a
Social Conservative (28% permissive)
and an...
Economic Liberal (26% permissive)
You are best described as a: Totalitarian
You exhibit a very well-developed sense of Right and Wrong and believe in economic fairness.

Take test here ---->http://www.okcupid.com/politics

Missing someone

2005-01-23T16:25:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, I have been feeling that i'm missing that special someone in my life. Yes, very important to me. I think I know who that person will be, but I will never have a chance. Yes, never. But without her, it would be just so empty. She just need to fill that space up in my heart, there my life will be very complete. Up to now, its just a dream, just a nice dream...

Shirt

2005-01-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, I want to design shirt and wear it on Aquarama. This is so far the best design I come out with. Simple and nice

Me in piano concert???

2005-01-20T12:12:00.000+08:00

Alright, this is my friend, Shan and his concert's poster

Now this is the crap Mervyn, Julian and Me did

Arggggg......

2005-01-20T00:19:00.000+08:00

Damn farked up Bangalas. Those bastards my house downstairs cutting grass start to play their fav Bollywood songs early in the morning. So damn loud that the whole estate can hear. I was farked up pissed and woke up... I opened the window and shouted, "OEI SHUT UP LAR!!!" They looked at me like they were pissed too. But they stopped, and I couldn't get back to sleep...

What's Your Personality Type?

2005-01-19T17:13:00.000+08:00

Funny Asian Man

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2005-01-19T11:30:00.000+08:00

Guppy VS Betta

2005-01-19T01:52:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, there's this war between the Guppy people and Betta people. Or Should I say Lucasrock and Betta Fantasy against BettaBite. I'm on BettaBite side and of course I'm part of this forum war. Hmmm, and even came out with this comic http://www.arofanatics.com/forums/showthread.php?t=165281

Its stupid la but kinda cute. Hmmm, I'm damn lack of fish tanks. Very lack. Breeding pairs standby by tanks are not ready. Arggggg. Need space, need money. Haiz. Trying very hard to save for a bike. If I need not save for a bike, everything would be settle :P

My gerbils just gave away 2. 2 more going away. Hope people come and take more. ANYONE SEEING THIS PLEASE IF YOU INTERESTED COME AND TAKE

What Office Space character are you?"

2005-01-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

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2005-01-18T06:21:00.000+08:00

Things change over time, people change so as their goals. Thinkings are different and feelings are no longer the same. But Lyon will still be Lyon even though appearance may be fusioning... I'm still the same old Lyon, who loves to slack, talk and discuss whatever problems or share whatever things you have. Yes, I'm still me...

What Sign of Affection Are You?

2005-01-18T06:03:00.000+08:00

hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.

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